ARE YOU THERE SIDNEY?

Okay, so last night I went to see the locally renowned spiritualist medium lady Ursula. Now I have heard dozens of stories from people that have been to see her, stories that make you come over all cold and bring a tear to your eye.

I know everyone is different but I well belive in all of that buisness. Not sure why, I have never seen a ghost or anything like that. My mom has and I believe her when she tells me stuff, so they must be real.

Now, I didnt go to hear from someone imparticular, I am quite lucky and havent had to deal with a lot of death. She said I may not know of some of the spirits who may come along as they could be distant relations.Firstly she said Jake was in the room (my ex boyfriends brother who took his own life after his wife Jane died of cancer) and Jane was there too.She knew that Jane died before I met her. Then Jon and Leanne were there who died in a car crash.....

Now, I know that in this small town she will have heard of these people so you could say she could easily guess that a person of my age would have been friends with these people. I however believe it. Shes a beautiful little 78 years old lady.

She asked if I knew of a Mary. Now my great grandmother was called Mary, I had forgotten bout this as I had never met her but we did go and visit her grave in Candada in August and it took us ages to find it. I mean ages, there was about 12 of us spread out searching for it. I said no, I didnt know a Mary but then she said how Mary knew I went to see her recently and it took so long to find her. Then I remembered and went all cold. Then Ursula described my Nana and asked if she liked pink carnations. Nana died time ago and I didnt really remember so she said I should ask my Mom. I did, she said that Blanche's favourite flowers were indeed pink carnations. There was more random stuff like that....She said my Granpa was buried in a uniform (not army or something but a uniform) I said he wasnt but apparently Mom says he was.

Then she read my cards, not tarot just regular playing cards. She told me what they meant and I was amazed to hoe they related to me. Seems my moving to Canada is the best thing to do and I'll be settled there by August. She even described where in Canada we were heading, which she could never guess, ever.

Told me to write down Mammoth Mountain as it was going to feature in my future and Yosemite. She said it wouldn't make sense to me now but it will one day. What else? I have to stop a man from drink driving in the next 4 weeks and look out for a olive/dark skinned man dealing drugs in a narrow corridor with a thick neck cos it could get in trouble before I leave in June. She said someone was going to have a baby girl. I took it she was talking about Claire but strangley when Claire went in to see her after me she never mentioned it.

I have had many past lives, I have lived in egypt and I should avoid the Middle East, oh and Nuns kept coming in the room to bless me. She said I had good protection around me and I was going to be alright as I had good guides. Umm, and it seems two men will be fighting for my attention...I should go for the one who has his feet firmly on the ground and not rush it to anything.

Okay, I admit it soulnd shit but it was brilliant.

Bizarrly kept going on about some polish person....dont get that bit at all.