WHEN GLUE IS REMOVED

Ow.
I do it all the bloody time and every time I tell myself it will be the last but no.
No I've not gone all Amy Winehouse and been self harming....well, I have kind of...I picked all my bloody false nails off this morning instead of soaking them off like you are supposed to. I'm down to about 2 layers of nail material. Its a vicious circle....my nails are shit so I sometimes stick fake ones on. This then makes my nails even worse so I have to put them on again...blah blah blah. The sun on holiday just about sorted them out only upon returning I got fed up of my man hands and stuck more on.

Well that's it I tell you. No more. I couldn't even get the battery out of my mobile today. (Ricks phone was dead and so as I seldom get calls and have had no credit since Saturday I let him use mine.)

Well, today wasn't outstanding in any way. My nails have hurt and I had a minging cake from Cheshire Gap. They were the lows. The man at the Chinese near the Blueberry gave me a can of coke and some prawn crackers when we were working there today, that was probably my only high! I'm so skint at the minute it is untrue. I am even working at Porters on Saturday night because my finances are that stacked! Holidays ey? Why do we bother?

I had the joy of watching the hour long Emmerdale with my Mum tonight as I'm staying clear of the pub. This was only entertaining as neither of us really watch Emmerdale and so kept asking each other who everyone was. Who is Linda Lusardi in it? That was the only one we couldn't figure out. It was like the blind leading the blind!

I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I will be going to Ian Brown on Monday in Derby. Paul said he will get him to sign my huge photo Liz gave me and I'll get a snap of me and him for my wall for when I finally leave this place. But that was last Wednesday and I haven't seen him since then to make sure. Like I said....fingers crossed. Perhaps I will call in to the Pot tomorrow to remind him.